Bittersweet

Today’s post is a brief but a heartfelt post, today marks the year anniversary of my granddad’s death. I was incredibly close to him and he played a big part in my life, unfortunately I was away when he passed and did not return for the funeral on my mother and grandmothers wishes – it is the biggest regret of my life. I won’t go into details as I am sure they are obvious.

Something great also happened today, the main tabloid in my town ran an article title “my career” on me with a huge photo (which I was not expecting!!!!) and I have been receiving congratulatory messages all day.

It is bittersweet as I wish Grandad was still alive to see it, he would have been so proud of me and it would have taken the main spot on the fridge door, I know he’s proud and looking out for me and I’ve tried not to dwell on it too much today, but I do wish I had said goodbye.

Love you Grandad,xx